Re-reading old messages
I know times are really hard right now and things are constantly changing. I don’t even know what came up to me when I suddenly had the urge to read old conversations of mine. I know I’m just going to get hurt and cry but I still did it anyway. Lolwat. I hate life, seriously. WHY AM I EVEN FUSSING ABOUT THIS WHEN I STILL HAVE TO SLEEP EARLY??? Haynako naman.
thecrazyfilipino: It’s really hard to be “real” with people nowadays. I’m not saying I’m fake it’s just that more times than none I’m caught being nice to people that don’t deserve my sincerity. I act as if I’m totally cool with someone just because I know that if I don’t, I’ll look like the freak. I hate it. It sucks trying to be the bigger person and it’s sucks having to be civil all the time...